Found this today and it’s the perfect scapegoat, I mean explanation for my crazy trip:
It’s clear now that it’s all genetic. The craziness is in my blood. I was born to wander on this journey:
“According to Dobbs, the mutant form of the DRD4 gene, 7r, results in people who are “more likely to take risks; explore new places, ideas, foods, relationships, drugs, or sexual opportunities,” he went on to say that bearers of this gene, “generally embrace movement, change, and adventure.”
Of course, there is the caveat at the end of the article:
“…while carriers of this genetic variant might be “incredibly resourceful, pioneering, creative,” and more predisposed for wanderlust, they also might be “utterly out of control.”
I either need to renew my passport or get serious help.